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ORAL PERFORMANCE ANXIETY SCALE (OPAS) FOR ORAL PERFORMANCE IN ENGLISH LANGUAGE

Name: ____________________________________ Class: _______________

Gender: Male/Female

Please circle the number in the box to indicate your oral performance anxiety if you were to deliver in English language.

1= Strongly disagree 2= Disagree

3= Neither agree nor disagree 4= Agree

5= Strongly agree

Descriptors

1 2 3 4 5

Strongly

disagree Disagree

Neither agree disagree nor

Agree Strongly agree

1. I never feel quite sure of myself when I am giving an oral performance in the English

language. 1 2 3 4 5

2. I don't worry about making mistakes in

oral performance. 1 2 3 4 5

3. I tremble when I know that I'm going to be

called on in the oral performance. 1 2 3 4 5

4. It wouldn't bother me at all to do more oral

performance. 1 2 3 4 5

5. I keep thinking that the other pre-service teachers are better at oral performance than I

am. 1 2 3 4 5

6. I am usually at ease during tests in my oral

performance. 1 2 3 4 5

7. I start to panic when I must speak without

preparation in oral performance. 1 2 3 4 5

8. I am worried about the consequences of

failing my oral performance. 1 2 3 4 5

9. I don't understand why some people get so

upset over oral performances. 1 2 3 4 5

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Descriptors

1 2 3 4 5

Strongly

disagree Disagree

Neither agree disagree nor

Agree Strongly agree

10. In oral performance, I can get so nervous

I forget things I know. 1 2 3 4 5

11. It embarrasses me to volunteer to do oral

performance. 1 2 3 4 5

12. I would not be nervous to do an oral

performance. 1 2 3 4 5

13. I get upset when I don’t do my oral

performance well. 1 2 3 4 5

14. Even if I am well-prepared for oral

performance, I feel anxious about it. 1 2 3 4 5

15. I often feel like not going to do my oral

performance. 1 2 3 4 5

16. I feel confident when I speak in my oral

performance. 1 2 3 4 5

17. I am afraid that my lecturer is ready to

correct every mistake I make. 1 2 3 4 5

18. I can feel my heart pounding when I'm

going to be called on in the oral performance. 1 2 3 4 5

19. I don't feel pressure to prepare very well

for oral performance. 1 2 3 4 5

20. I always feel that the other pre-service teachers do the oral performance better than

I do. 1 2 3 4 5

21. I feel very self-conscious about doing the oral performance in front of other pre-service

teachers. 1 2 3 4 5

22. I feel more tense and nervous in my oral performance session than in my other

sessions. 1 2 3 4 5

23. I get nervous and confused when I am

speaking in my oral performance. 1 2 3 4 5

24. When I'm on my way to oral performance

class, I feel very sure and relaxed. 1 2 3 4 5

25. I am afraid that the other pre-service teachers will laugh at me when I speak the

oral performance session. 1 2 3 4 5

26. I get nervous when I do an oral performance which I haven't prepared in

advance. 1 2 3 4 5

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Self-Reflection Cycle adapted from Gibbs (1988)

Gibb’s (1988) reflective cycle is a popular model for reflection. The model presented below includes six stages of reflection.

Description

In this section, you need to explain what you are reflecting on to your reader. Perhaps include background information, such as what it is you are reflecting on and tell the reader who is involved. It is important to remember to keep the information provided relevant and to-the-point. Do not waffle on about details that are not required – if you do this, you’re just using up valuable words.

Feelings

Discuss your anxiety and thoughts about the experience. Consider questions such as How did you feel at the time? What did you think at the time? What did you think about the incident afterward? You can discuss your emotions honestly, but make sure to remember always that this is an academic piece of writing, so avoid ‘chatty’ text.

Evaluation

For your evaluation, discuss how well you think things went. Perhaps think about: How did you react to the situation, and how did other people react? What is good and what is bad about the experience? If you are writing about a difficult incident, did you feel that the situation is resolved afterward? Why/why not? This section is a good place to include the theory and the work of other authors – remember it is important to include references in reflective writing.

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In your analysis, consider what might have helped or hindered the event. You also have the opportunity here to compare your experience with the literature you have read. This section is very important, particularly for higher level writing.

Conclusion

In your conclusion, it is important to acknowledge: whether you could have done anything else; what you have learned from the experience; consider whether you could have responded in a different way. If you are talking about a positive experience…discuss whether you would do the same again to ensure a positive outcome. Also, consider if there is anything you could change to improve things even further. If the incident is negative…tell your reader how you could have avoided it happening and how you could make sure it doesn’t happen again.

Action plan

Action plans to sum up anything you need to know and do to improve for next time.

Perhaps you feel that you need to learn about something or attend some training. Could you ask your tutor or placement supervisor for some advice? What can you do which means you will be better equipped to cope with a similar event?

Adapted from: Gibbs, G. (1988) Learning by doing: a guide to teaching and learning methods. Oxford: Further Education Unit.

Using Gibb’s (1988) reflective model in reflective writing

The following text is an example of a piece of reflective writing, following Gibb’s (1988) model. The task is to write a reflection about an incident which occurred during the first few weeks of a teaching placement (1000 words). Please note that the references used are fictional.

Description

I am currently on a teaching practice placement in an adult education college in the southwest of England, learning how to teach GCSE maths to various groups of adults.

As my placement is in the early stages, I am mainly assisting the class tutors and have just started planning and delivering a small part of each lesson. The incident occurred in an evening class during which I am due to deliver my very first session. The class tutor had been teaching the learners about fractions, and my task is to continue with this instruction, looking specifically at how to multiply two fractions. However, when I am due to teach the session, I got to the whiteboard and became so nervous that I struggled to speak to the group. I felt myself visibly shaking and is unable to articulate my first sentence coherently. The students were quite understanding, as they are all mature students who are aware that I am new to teaching and am nervous, but the class teacher is unsympathetic and responded by taking over the lesson whilst I sat at the back of the room trying not to cry. I left the session as soon as the class is over and did not speak to anyone.

Feelings

I felt extremely miserable at the time and even considered leaving my teacher training course. I am also embarrassed and upset by my own inability to speak in front of the group, but I am also extremely angry with the class teacher for her response in the presence of the learners. I felt afterward that she had not given me sufficient time to compose myself, and that she should have allowed me to address my nerves. The

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situation left me very distressed and I rang in sick the following week; it is only when I reflected on the experience that I decided I needed to speak to the placement supervisor. I also realised later that feeling nervous is a natural reaction to speaking in public (Jones, 2000) which made me feel less embarrassed.

Evaluation

At the time, I did not feel that the situation had been resolved at all. I very deliberately left at the end of the class without speaking to the class teacher or the learners. However, after speaking to a fellow trainee about his own experience, I felt much more positive.

I realised that everyone feels nervous before their first few classes. This is clear in the relevant literature, as Greene (2006, p. 43) points out, saying that nine out of ten new trainee teachers found their first session “incredibly daunting”. It appears that most trainee teachers have moments of being “tongue-tied” and “losing their way with the lesson” (Parbold, 1998, p. 223).

Analysis

The situation is made worse by both my own actions and those of the class teacher. I feel that I should have stood up to her, rather than letting her take control of the lesson and that I should have spoken to her immediately after the lesson about how I am feeling. Dealing with situations like this immediately is preferable, as Cooper (2001) points out.

Instead, I spoke to my placement supervisor several days later and did not see the class teacher again until a formal meeting consisting of myself, the teacher and the supervisor. Daynes and Farris (2003) say that, by not dealing with situations immediately and personally, and instead of taking it to an authority figure, the situation can be made worse. The class teacher could have felt that she is being “ganged up on”

(Thomas, 2003, p. 22), which could lead to future problems. The teacher’s actions also made the situation worse, because she did not give me time to overcome my fears and she deliberately embarrassed me in front of the class. She claimed that she had thought she is helping me to overcome my anxieties, but I do not believe that to be the case.

However, as we only spoke about the incident over a week later in the meeting with the supervisor, she rightly argued that I should have said something to her at the time.

Conclusion

In retrospect, I would do several things differently. I should have spoken to the class teacher immediately after the session and voiced my opinions. I should also have been more assertive by advising the tutor that I could continue with the lesson. However, the incident made me realise the importance of building up a relationship with the teacher, a skill that Jackson (1999) stresses as fundamental to a successful placement. I feel that, had I developed a professional relationship with the teacher in the preceding weeks, I would have been able to explain how nervous I am beforehand. This would have provided the opportunity to discuss strategies for dealing with nerves and perhaps the incident could have been avoided entirely.

Action Plan

In the future, I will ensure that I build up a relationship with colleagues. I am working alongside several different teachers during my placement, and I intend to speak to each of them about my nerves. I have already had a beneficial conversation with one teacher

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and together we have developed a program of team-teaching for the next few weeks so that I do not feel so pressurised. I plan to do this with the other class teachers, as it will help them to understand how I feel. I also need to speak to my fellow trainees more often about how they feel, as I think I will be able to learn from them. In terms of training, I have booked onto a presentation skills workshop at University, and intend to follow it up by attending the practice sessions afterward. This experience has made me realise that I need to gain more confidence with presenting and I feel addressing my presentation skills will help me to do this.

Extract adapted from: www.salford.ac.uk

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Checklists adapted from Cavanagh et al. (2014)

Modes Poor performance Excellent performance

Body Language Moving around too much

Shuffling

Slouching

Rigid stance

Withdrawn posture

Defensive arm positioning (folded arms, hands in pockets)

Flapping hands

Wandering eyes

Shoulders hunched

Head down

Distracting/unclear gestures

Stiff gestures

Cold/unexpressive facial expression

Centred

Open body posture

Upright

Shoulders back

Head up

Hand/arm gestures to emphasise point or convey meaning

Inclusive eye contact,

Relaxed stance

Expressive gestures

Smooth gesture

Warm facial expression

Voice Contrived

Too loud/soft

Monotone

Stammering

Unclear enunciation (e.g., heavy

accent, mumbling)

Too fast/slow

Natural

Appropriate volume/projection

Melodic variety/intonation

Clear enunciation

Appropriate pace

Words Inexpressive

Negative

Poorly organized/structured

Confusing meaning

Not inclusive

Inappropriate slang (e.g., kids,

dropping ‘g’, gunna, you know)

Too many pausing/filling words

(‘ums’ and ‘ahs’)

Poor use of humour

Colourful/expressive language

Positive

Structured/organised

Clear meaning

Inclusive

Register relevant to audience

Positive use of humour

Use of strategies (such as rhetorical questions) to engage

Alignment Disparity between message and

body/voice/words

(Messages mixed)

Congruence between body/voice/words

(Messages aligned)

Checklists 1: Characteristics of poor and excellent communication performance for the Modes of Communication (body language, voice, words, and alignment)

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Checklists 2: Characteristics of poor and excellent communication performance for the Constructed Impressions of Communication (confidence, clarity, engagement, visual aids and alignment)

Constructed

impressions Poor performance Excellent performance

Confidence Appears anxious or

apprehensive

Manner conveys nerves, lack of authority or connection

Inflexible – working from fixed script

Appears relaxed and stable

Speaker manner conveys their knowledge and authority, their relationship with audience

Flexible

Clarity Meaning difficult to

understand Meaning easily

understood Engagement Appears uninterested in

presentation/lacks enthusiasm

Impression that audience

would be bored,

unmotivated, easily distracted, even alienated

Lacks impact

No interaction/does not connect

Interested and enthusiastic

Anticipate that audience would likely be engaged, interested in presentation

Makes an impression

Interacts/connects

Visual Aids Unclear visual aids Clear visual aids Appropriateness Content and delivery

unsuitable

Talking to wrong level of audience (context)

Content and delivery (language register) both suitable for a particular audience

Talking to the level of the audience and situation (context)

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Validation Form 1 for OPAS from Dr. Noraini

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Validation Form 1 for OPAS from Dr Julinamary

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Validation Form 2 for Open-Ended Questions from Dr. Noraini

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